China!!!!!!

So I've been introduced to this program called ChinaHorizon. It's a program where you volunteer go to China to teach Chinese children how to speak English. It's a four to five month program, plus you can have the chance of visiting different parts of China such as the forbidden Kingdom, Beijing, the Great Wall of China, etc. I really, really wanna go! There is also a part of me that is a stay home body that makes me a little scared to go. But there is a larger part of me that what’s to go out and see the world. I mean how many chances one can get to go too China! Thing is I want someone to go with me; I mean I really want someone to go with me. I keep asking people in random conversation, “Hey, do you want to go to China?” You should see that confused looks I get. So I’m asking for those reading my blog, the ones I know personally. Who wants to go to China? I’m planning on going in the fall semester, because I wanna go before I leave on my mission in a year. Please someone talk to me, if you wanna to go with me. I’m looking mostly for a female companion, so we can board together. If you’re interested here is the website, http://chinahorizons.org/  

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, to my mommy! I just wanna wish you a happy birthday on my blog and that I am very proud to have you as my mother, I wouldn't want anyone else. Plus mom you are my best friend and the one person that understands me through,through. I very much appreciate all the sacrifices you give to me and the family. You really are such an amazing woman. I hope one day I could learn to be as selfless as you. Also to have all your amazing skills. I also want to say thank you for all the late night talks to help me the very best you can. I love you always. Happy Birthday again!  

Your Daughter 

Singing

For those who know and those who don't know. I am a performance Theatre major. Right now I’ve been practicing and practicing for any coming up plays. This means I have been singing on the top of my lungs whenever I get a chance. Plus I have been doing a lot of karaoke on YouTube. However right now, my audience is my dogs. I think they quit enjoy it, because they gather around and listen. Man I feel like a Disney Princess when they do that, even though they aren’t woodland creatures. I feel more like Giselle from Enchanted, you know when the city animals come and help her clean. Any who I’m about to audition for the musical My Son Pinocchio with my friend (and a fine performer as well) Becki. So wish me luck, ta ta!  Oh and here is a picture of Giselle, just picture me but instead in my living room with dogs surrounding me.

YES!

I DID IT! I'm taking weight lifting at UVU.  Yesterday we are suppose to see how much weight we can lift on the bench press. I couldn't believe it, but I am also super happy. I bench press a hundred pounds! That is a big thing for me! My arms let me just say are pretty weak in my opinion, but I guess they really not. Whoot I'm in the hundred pound club! Anyways, I thought I should share that really good news, that happen in my life. :)

Weird how somethings are

At the moment when I was feeling really low, I didn't know how to write in words. Then one of my friends posted this on their status, on Facebook and that was actually how I was feeling. So here it is,
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you up and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love! Love is not worth all that trouble!" ~ anonymous.